Wednesday, 08 July 2009
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Arms wide and heart abandoned
Everyday I'm learning a new meaning to being abandoned. Not in the sense that someone has abandoned me, but I, myself abandoning my heart, my needs, and my selfish pride. Through time and time again, I see how I want things to make me feel better. When I got out of H.A. I wanted a leader to guide me. How I wanted my friends to be. I wanted them to pour into me. But the LORD is teaching me, that I am no longer a child. I have to wake up, see my responsibilites, and OUT OF GRACE, act upon them. I have nothing within me that can stand the trials that lay ahead. I have nothing within me that could attract someone to Christ, but Christ himself.
This weekend is the biker rally. It's going to be intense. We've lost a few sheep on the way, and I know that we'll gain a few at the end. Everything will be new. And evil is trying to take a stand. I think the biggest mistake we can make is to say, "Let's make a stand in the name of Christ." Not because it's not important, but in that statment I believe we forget who is King. Jesus already rules this earth. It is the evil that must make a stand against US!
My heart is broken at this time. Not because of any trials, but for the lack of faith we have in our dear Jesus Christ and in ourselves. We have more then enough time, for our King is above time... He created it. We have more then enough funds, for our King is over all money. We are more then what we've become, because He is our creator. If we were to see who we truly are in the light... evil should be afraid.
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